Shwetambara Sawnt
You just look for something called 'love', yaa?
Like a curious dove!
You are so damn hopeful
And that is seriously pitiful
Ya, it’s you in that mirror
See, your surrounding is an error!
Because,
Your attempt of Love,
Your attempt of Sacrifice,
Your attempt to Prove,
Your attempt to Care,
ask you to get
"Separate"
from them ….
And you just follow them?!
Shwetambara Sawant
I always tried to understand you!
But when I did that, I lost myself into you!
Then, I tried to find me in you!
But this hunt leads nowhere!
And I give up, give up!
Honestly, I hate either me or you!
I’m not sure, sure!
When the romance flowered between us!
I got overwhelm with the love for you!
But you behave like a mighty king,
That makes me feel like a Slave
Hence, I died for a dialogue
Huh,
And I give up, give up!
Honestly, I hate either me or you!
I’m not sure, sure!
Still I gave a chance to both of us!
You didn’t understand my love attempt
And you meant, my ‘Kiss’ is just a Lust
By rule, I was melting with wounded heart!
Still I hold a breath, But YOU gave up
So I give up, give up!
Honestly, I hate either me or you!
I’m not sure, sure!
Once more, I heard the Public Claim,
“You are gross that you crying for that lame!”
Shit, this time I am wounded overall
So it’s better to say ‘Goodbye’ before my psyche fall!
With a laugh, (hahahha) I banged you on the wall!
Phew
And Then, I give up, give up
Honestly, I hate – not me but you!
Yaah, and I am sure, Sure,
Like I never before!
Beautiful moments just passed across me,
I enjoyed them!
Relations were about to tag with names,
But then same shit happened again.
Denial for whatever I am! And then…
I said “Good Bye” to them with Loads of sweetness!
People were surprised! It’s ok! Coz even I was surprised!
God swear, I was so natural at those moments.
At the very usual evening, I was looking for a way
But suddenly stuck into ghosts from past!
They were not many! Though they were vast, deep and carved, they did not sound like nightmares!
Still, while considering them as hard rocks in the flow, I tried to rub them with Acid strength!
And forcefully made them Smaller than my life!
Once again, like any other day, I promised to me!
But the ghost of the day just reminded me something,-
“With a Superficial Heart
And mechanically rational mind
You just blew off the moments!
Once again, you did injustice to all my feelings!
Without making any efforts at the halt, you just moved on!”
Oh god, this was the very frequent complaint about me!
Isn’t this thing Sad? … I thought for a long time, asked and heard people
Just to know more about me!
And they said that I was born as ruined!
