Ruined!

Beautiful moments just passed across me,

I enjoyed them!

Relations were about to tag with names,

But then same shit happened again.

Denial for whatever I am! And then…

I said “Good Bye” to them with Loads of sweetness!

People were surprised! It’s ok! Coz even I was surprised!

God swear, I was so natural at those moments.

At the very usual evening, I was looking for a way

But suddenly stuck into ghosts from past!

They were not many! Though they were vast, deep and carved, they did not sound like nightmares!

Still, while considering them as hard rocks in the flow, I tried to rub them with Acid strength!

And forcefully made them Smaller than my life!

Once again, like any other day, I promised to me!

But the ghost of the day just reminded me something,-

“With a Superficial Heart

And mechanically rational mind

You just blew off the moments!

Once again, you did injustice to all my feelings!

Without making any efforts at the halt, you just moved on!”

Oh god, this was the very frequent complaint about me!

Isn’t this thing Sad? … I thought for a long time, asked and heard people

Just to know more about me!

And they said that I was born as ruined!